This is an explicit post. I am pissed off and every other word running through my head starts with fu- ends with k. Occasionally I add an -er to the end just to mix it up a bit. I am not actually speaking out loud because I am afraid I will drop one of these f-bombs when someone says 'hello'. .
I ran 1000+ miles with my 19 month old son while two months pregnant with my 2nd child in order to get away from the man that wanted to kill me. I survived and moved on with my life.
I got my kids through their fathers drunk-driving death and that was not easy. We survived and moved on.
I cannot believe that I have busted my ass to get where I am and I am going to be stopped dead in my tracks by a freaking physics course. I am trying desperately to get my college degree and I can't get through this god-blessed course. Lectures are useless, the tenured professor doesn't know how to teach to an introductory non-physics major level. I still go to class. I attend a 2 hour review run by a different professor which I thought was helping. I claw my way through the homework both written and online. Then I go to take an exam and the damn professor puts three questions on topics that we have never learned. There hasn't been a single homework or lab question about these topics but there they were. On my effing exam. Thats an automatic 16 points off the top. Which means even if I aced the rest of the test (I didn't) I couldn't get higher than an 86%.
I did not even get close to this.
And I don't know what to do about it.
So, here is Cee Lo Green singing today's anthem. Thats how I feel. This is the uncensored version so don't click on it if you will be offended.