Healthy body, healthy spirit, healthy mothering. This is the journey I have set out on with my two amazing children.

Friday, December 29, 2006


I did not want to get out of bed today. Just laid under the covers, listening to my children watching my television. They were behaving so well. I finally dragged my butt outta bed at 12:45pm but only because I had to go to the hospital to pick up my ultrasound reading and mammogram films. I gotta take those to the surgeons on the 2nd so she can decide what to do. I am still so very tired and want to go back to bed.

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

i miss my baby

Well, I just took Neva to the airport and put her on the Frontier flight with her Tia Chelsey. I can't believe how hard it was to watch that plane take off with my baby in it. She will go to Denver, have dinner and then get on a plane to Portland with Grandpa Mark, Tia Kesha and Tia Chelsey. They are going to moms flight attendant graduation ceremony tomorrow. Then she will be staying with mom in Denver for a while. How long u ask? I honestly don't know. Mom won't give me a date as to when she is going to return my daughter to me. lol I know she doesn't have to work until February 20th. But I will definitely get my daughter back before then!

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

kids are grieving


Well, the kids have started their swimming lessons. They love them of course! I went to start the process of getting social security for the kids today. That was very difficult. All we need to wait for is R's w2's. I think SSA contacted his work for that information. Anyway, the kids are doing ok. Nevaeh still has a bit of regression, wetting herself, whining etc...but Kelen is doing a lot better than I had expected. He is VERY clingy and scared that I will also die in an accident of some sort. We just pray about his fears and I let him snuggle with me whenever he is feeling down. I really do believe they both will be alright. It will just take some time.